So yeah, it's been like, nine months since I last posted and even then, it was just a New Year's Resolutions post... And I totally broke a resolution from the get-go, since one of them was to post once a week, and we can all see how that went. x_x So yeah... This is me trying to post everyday, even if it's just a short little nothing post, haha. ^_^;; But then again, it's easier to say something like that and mean it when it's still summertime and the school year hasn't started yet, right? x_x But I'l do my best, since I miss being able to just say, oh, lemme look at my LJ to see what happened on whatever day.. Or as aznearthdragon called it, "archiving [my] life", haha.

So.. I've been on summer break for about a week and a half now, since I had summer school, and I'm back to school on the 22nd, so yeah... I'm probably gonna be heading back to SLO the weekend before that... hopefully with a ride back up, since the train sucks ass. XP

So far, I haven't really done much this summer... On August 30th, my cousin, Alex, got married, so I went to his wedding in LA. Posted pictures on facebook, but the albums are public, so you can check that in the following links, if you're so inclined...

Pre-Tea Ceremony | Tea Ceremony | Waiting Time | More Waiting Time | Wedding Ceremony | The Reception

So there's that... And last Sunday, the 7th, was the VMAs. It was okay, but didn't seem all that big to me. It was at the Paramount Lot in Hollywood and yeah.. Paramore performed, which was cool.. Rihanna performed Disturbia in the beginning of the show and it just seemed like she couldn't sing AT ALL. x_x Tokio Hotel won Best New Artist, which is awesome, since I voted a bazillion times for them. *heart* And they won against all these big artists in the US -- Miley Cyrus, Jordan Sparks, Katy Perry, and Taylor Swift -- so yeah... Go them! XD Also, Britney won all three VMAs she was up for, which kinda surprised me, but whatever... And yeah.. The whole purity ring thing was so dumb 'cause it shouldn't have been such a big deal... and yeah... Hahaha. XP

Anywayz... So yeah, my new favorite band of the moment is Tokio Hotel. They're a band from Germany and they're so cool. The lead singer and the guitarist are twins, but have totally different styles, and they're so cute, haha. XP And yeah.. LISTEN TO THEM. XP

So they're talking about the Chargers on the news right now, which reminds me that the Chargers lost to the Panthers last Sunday, which sucked. First game of the season, and they were so close to winning and there was only two and a half minutes left in the game and then at the last possible moment, the Panthers make a touchdown, get the extra point, and win by two points. x_x Lameeee!

So, obviously since I haven't posted in a while, this post is very ramble-y and disjointed, but who cares. XP At least I'm writing... And jumping around is easier anyway since that's how people think anyway. Plus, I'm too lazy right now to go and edit my post to make more sense structurally. XP

Lastly, I'll just put my schedule for the upcoming Fall Quarter...

CSC 231-01 // MW // 0810-1000
CE 221-01 // MWF // 1010-1100
ARCH 351-01 // MWF // 1310-1800
ARCH 341-01 // TR // 1310-1400
MLL 101-05 // TR // 1410-1600
ARCH 341-11 // TR // 1610-1800

For those who don't remember or whatever, I'm majoring in architecture at Cal Poly SLO and will be going into my third year. ARCH 351 is my architecture studio, obviously -- fifteen hours a week of studio, as usual. ARCH 341 is the practice class that goes with studio -- two hours of lecture a week, and four hours of "activity" for it, but since I have the same studio and activity teacher, we can call this a continuation of studio. CSC 231 is Programing for Engineers, for my ARCE (architectural engineering) minor. CE 221 is Fundamentals of Transportation Engineering, because I want to see if Transportation Engineering is cool, since I'm thinking of doing the joint masters thing for a MS in CRP and MS in Engineering with emphasis on Transportation. The MLL 101 class is actually Chinese (Mandarin) 101, because I want to learn, haha... And that's my 18 units for the quarter. Hopefully doing a language on top of studio won't kill me TOO much, lol. ^_^;;


Until tomorrow (hopefully, haha)...

~Remula

P.S. This song is awesome, people! XP Go listen to Tokio Hotel! XD

So when I came back home from walking bobbleheadvi to the bus stop, I had the urge to just cry 'cause DAMN, it was so quiet.. And it's weird, you know? When you have someone around 24/7 and suddenly they're gone. I mean, he was only here for two days, but still.. I don't know. I guess it's like, at home, I had aznearthdragon around 24/7 and then I had bobbleheadvi for the weekend and it's just weird to go from having the company to.. not. I mean.. I don't know..

But I was doing fine until I was working on my architecture projecct and then suddenly, I just started crying like crazy. I don't know.. It really sucked and I just didn't know what to do, you know? 'Cause fuck.. it was like, I was so lonely and it's like, I don't have any friends here and I don't have anyone to talk to and I just was.. blah. I was crying a lot and called aznearthdragon about it.. But then she had to go, so I called bobbleheadvi about it.. Then he had to go, so I worked on my project some more.. Then a few minutes later, aznearthdragon called me back and we talked about that for a while, then talked about some other things and she cheered me up, so it was good, but yeah..

I don't know what was wrong, exactly. I guess it was the fact that bobbleheadvi was here and it's just a reminder of home, you know? And I want to go home SO bad, you don't even know how much, and it's like.. damn, you know? And the frustration of having no real friends and of all the shit I have to do and just everything.. I guess it's getting to me. I don't know.. I hate it though.. Crying over nothing, but it was someting and it IS something 'cause I want to cry so much right now just thinking about it 'cause I'm writing this and yeah.. Sucks..

Imma stop now 'cause I don't want to cry anymore.. I'm tired and I want to sleep and just.. blah.


~Remula